A New Prayer Goal for 2017

Praying the Psalms

It’s ten days into the new year already, and I’m a little late for goal-setting. Our Christmas tree is still up. I’ve still been blasting the Christmas tunes. And I’ve just about worked my way through the seasonal chocolate stash! I’ve been dwelling in the birth story of Jesus for just a little bit longer, gradually shifting out of this time of wonder and celebration and back into action and discipline. Back into rhythm.

I’ve been thinking about the year ahead, asking God for guidance as I set goals and figure out what I need to focus my time and energies on. It feels a little daunting. My mind can spin off in so many directions. I have a lot of ideas. But also a lot of responsibilities. There’s only so much of me.

What I need most is for God to order this all so it doesn’t turn into a jumbled mess. And the only way this can happen is in that back-and-forth conversation called prayer. In prayer, I let God reorient me, and all my priorities get put into the right order.

So, first things first for 2017.

It’s a new year in my life of prayer. And my new prayer goal for this year is nothing new at all. It’s completely unoriginal, and that’s why I’m attracted to the idea.

I’m going to pray through the Psalms.

There are a few reasons I think this will be helpful for me:

1. It’s not my idea.

Like, I said, this is nothing new. Christians have been doing this in all times all over the world. The Psalms are perfectly suited to prayer. They are prayers! And what better way to pray than to join my voice with God’s own living Word. I’ll also be joining my voice with a great company of saints and witnesses. I know there is a deep and ancient wisdom at work here.

There have been times when I’ve tracked along with the psalm readings in the Book of Common Prayer. In the BCP, if you follow along with morning and evening readings, you will read through basically the whole book of Psalms in a month. I’m going to go a bit slower. I want more time to mediate on each psalm. So my goal is to read through one psalm during my morning prayer time, meditate on it, and pray a response.

2. Prayer flows more easily when I read Scripture first.

There are many days I’ve tried to start my day off with prayer, only to find I have nothing to say! Well, there are the usual pressing needs and random, meandering thoughts in my head. But when I begin with Scripture, I find God gets the conversation off on the right foot. It’s like being given a vocabulary for prayer. He speaks, and gives me the words with which to answer back. When I read the Spirit-breathed Word first, my prayers are more likely to be Spirit-led.

3. It’s simple.

In this season of life, simple is good. I don’t need any fancy prayer plans or programs. I just need my Bible and a bookmark. I’ll just keep going, one psalm after the other, and trust the process. It’s tried and tested. Simple, yet rich.

 

The details

I’m not putting a particular time limit on this. My goal will be to read and pray through one psalm a day, perhaps stretching some of the longer psalms out over a number of days.

I think I want to write out my responses. I’d like to keep a record of this particular prayer journey, and personally I find I often pray with more intention when I write out my prayers. I might post some of them here on the blog.

I will be doing this in conjunction with my Movements of Morning Prayer – this is my wake-up call to prayer in the morning. I like to start my day first thing with this, because it doesn’t require a whole lot of thought or alertness! (We are still not sleeping through the night over here with this stage of baby life.) Sometimes I will “wake up” to prayer while I’m nursing the baby very early in the morning, or when I’m getting myself ready for the day. In other words, I’m not sitting down with my Bible open, I’m moving in some way.

A little later in the morning, when I put the baby down for her nap, I do have a few quiet minutes when I am alert. This is when I plan to read the psalm, mediate on it, and begin to pray. After I put the baby down, I hope to be able to jot some of my prayer down in my journal.

I’m not sure how long it will take to pray my way through all 150 psalms. The goal is not efficiency, but intimacy with God.

Do you set prayer goals? What would you like your prayer life to look like in 2017?

 

~lg

S.D.G.

Book List 2016

Books

Here is the list of books I read in 2016.

I finished fewer books than I have in previous years, which I shall have to chalk up to having another baby, a very busy summer, and digging into our first real year of homeschooling.

I’ve also been reading some of these with other moms, which has been a lot of nerdy fun! We have a (mostly) classics book club going, and another group of us who are studying Homer’s Iliad. I absolutely love getting together and discussing our readings.

Fiction:
A Tale of Two Cities (Charles Dickens)
Nineteen Eighty-Four (George Orwell)
Persuasion (Jane Austen)
To Kill a Mockingbird (Harper Lee)
Till We Have Faces (CS Lewis)
The Scent of Water (Elizabeth Goudge)
The Iliad (Homer) – in progress

Non-fiction:
Surprised By Joy (CS Lewis)
Own Your Life (Sally Clarkson)
The Life-Giving Home (Sally Clarkson)
A Mother’s Rule of Life (Holly Pierlot)
How to Raise a Wild Child (Scott D. Sampson) – in progress

Education:
Teaching From Rest (Sarah Mackenzie)
For the Children’s Sake (Susan Schaeffer Macauley)
Excerpts from Charlotte Mason’s Original Homeschooling Series
Excerpts from The Handbook of Nature Study (Anna Botsford Comstock)

With the children:
The Lion, The Witch and the Wardrobe (CS Lewis)
Prince Caspian (CS Lewis)
Charlotte’s Web (EB White)
And countless picture books!

 

Most influential:

The Iliad by Homer
This is my first foray into classical Greek literature. I began it in the spring with a group of friends, helped along by a video-based course. It’s still in progress, but I just have the final couple of books left and we’ll finish in January. I didn’t know what to expect, but I was pleasantly surprised, despite the lengthy descriptions of battle gore! Homer is a master storyteller. I feel like I’m just scratching the surface of what he has to offer. Homer really begins the “great conversation” of Western literature, and I know he will affect and inform much of my other reading.

A Mother’s Rule of Life by Holly Pierlot
I’ve read many books on mothering, but this one hit the right spot at the right time for me. Using the idea of a “rule of life” that those in religious orders are bound by, Holly encourages mothers to view their days of raising children as a true vocation from God. What she offers is a way to organize one’s life; the goal is not to create the most efficient schedule (though that may indeed be the result), but to prioritize so that the schedule is a reflection of this vocation. It’s about ordering your own attitudes and affections as much as anything else, and that’s just what I need! I need a big-picture vision before I can focus on details.

Charlotte Mason
Charlotte Mason continues to be the primary influence in our home education journey. I was excited this summer to obtain my very own set of the coveted pink volumes of her Original Homeschooling Series. I’m also part of a monthly group that meets to discuss her ideas and work out implementing her principles in our families.


Reading Goals for 2017

  • More Charlotte Mason! I’d like to work through at least 2 volumes of the Original Homeschooling Series. I either need to take notes or even try narration to make sure that what I read sticks! (Remembering what I read seems to be a perennial problem for me.)
  • More theology! I didn’t read much, at least on a scholarly level, this past year. I have a shelf of such books waiting to be read, so I’ll have to be more intentional about adding one of these into the rotation.
  • More classics! Our book club will be reading The Brothers Karamazov to start the year off, which will be my first exposure to Russian literature. I’m sure we’ll get to some other gems as well over the year.

 

My Method

I find what works best for me is to have no more than 3-4 books going at the same time. The key is to have only one book in any given category. My usual categories are:

  • Fiction
  • Spiritual/Devotional
  • Education
  • Non-fiction

Sometimes the spiritual/devotional and non-fiction categories overlap, or education and non-fiction. It just depends what I’m reading and how it strikes me.

Did you read as many books as you wanted to in 2016? What are your reading goals for 2017?

 

~lg

S.D.G.

 

A Moment in the Blue Room

Little One, can a moment live forever? Is there a space, beyond time, where this moment will always be?

You, in your winter sleeper with the pastel fawns, reaching for me, not quite asleep, squeaking sounds of contentment as you nurse. Your fingers wave until they find mine, and then the connection is complete. Your breathing slows. Your eyelashes flutter. 

We are in the room with the blue floral wallpaper and painted blue floor. On the bed, a colourful crocheted blanket that you love to push your fingers into. Outside, a bluster of snow changing to freezing rain. I see the drops on the glass through the lace curtains. 

Now you sleep. Your own crib is waiting for you, with the pale green gingham sheet, and the muslin blanket with the black sheep. But I am not ready for it. 

I am still imprinting this moment in the folds of my memory, hoping it will not be lost. I want to come back and live in it again, to feel your warmth and weight just as they are now. To simply be me here with you. 

Perhaps time is a robe that God wears, and perhaps it has folds enough to hide our treasures. Perhaps on the Day that is a thousand years, he will wrap us in it and we will know again this sweetness. 

Perhaps all our love lives forever with Him, each of our moments embroidering some new blossom on the hem of His garment. 

Perhaps one day we will be surrounded by blue flowers in a room with a gold painted floor, and all the love of this moment will connect us again. 

These moments pass so quickly for we time-bound creatures. But there is something unseen that is weaving us together, and when you let go of my hand and settle into bed, that unseen remains eternal.

~lg

S. D. G.

There’s So Much More to the Christmas Story: Why I Love Luke 1-2

 

Luke Illuminated ManuscriptOne of my favourite parts of the Bible is the first two chapters of Luke.

We know it especially for the birth story of Jesus, recording in the beginning of chapter 2 and recited every year at Christmas time. That little section, though wondrous in its own right, is not the whole story. The manger is the heart of the narrative, of course, but all the verses that surround it (152 in total), before and after, give us a full-fleshed picture of this miraculous event.

These two chapters are an awesome mash-up of Old and New Testament, filled with ancient Hebrew allusions, prophecies fulfilled, and foreshadowing of events to come. There is drama, mystery, adventure, danger, tragedy, and the impossible coming true. There is an amazing cast of colourful characters, both human and angelic.  These chapters shimmer with heavenly messengers, announcing the Word of the Lord, and in resounding answer we hear the Spirit of God Himself in the voices of Elizabeth, Mary, Zechariah, Simeon and Anna. These chapters positively crackle with a kind of electricity – like flint on a stone, the striking together of old an new, heaven and earth, promise and fulfillment, “Fear not,” and “Be it unto me.”

This story is a song, a harmonious round, with many layers of Old Testament echoes, and my cross-referencing Bible can’t keep up. I’m dizzy flipping the gilt-edged pages back and forth, revelling in the poetry, the imagery, the music.

This story shines like an expertly-cut diamond, with every angle bringing some new revelation of light and colour.

This story is a world I can live in for days. It is a feast for lectio divina – the practice of slow immersion in the details of the text. I let the words wash over me, sinking deeper, saturating my thoughts, infusing and transforming my prayers. There is room to swim here.

It is a living Word after all, and the Spirit is still speaking. God’s words do not shrivel and fade away with time. This is no bouquet of cut flowers, placed on the table for a festive centrepiece, only to be discarded with the old year. This is a living vine, with roots stretching back to the stump of Jesse, to the garden of Eden, and branches reaching to a glorious ripening hope. This is the perfect climbing tree, the kind that gives you a step up and then pulls you further up and further in, the kind that begs you to stay and build a fort.

I suppose all I’m saying with these crazy mixed metaphors is that even though Christmas Day is over, the story goes on, both before and ahead. Don’t put away the beginning of Luke yet!

A light, a song, a diamond, a sea, the perfect climbing tree. Flung, sung, crafted, filled and sprouted by the Living Word Himself.

 

~lg

S. D. G.

The Weight of Glory: A Christmas Poem

The Weight of the World

Heavy, with child
A woman carries a weight she can no longer bear
The burden of ages
The burgeoning longing of Abraham’s starry host
The sands of time piled high with precarious hope
– The wait of the world.

All creation groans with her
Labouring for deliverance through the overshadowed womb . . .

The wait is over!
The woman lifts the babe with birth-weakened arms
The morning star has risen with glory in the highest.

. . .

Heavy, withholding not His will
The man carries the wood He was born to bear
The burden of ages
The bursting flood of sin’s bloody hell
The mud of many sons’ slinging
– The weight of the world.

Now the Creator groans
Labouring for deliverance through the hole in His side . . .

The weight is over!
The man lifts His children with nail-strengthened arms
The world has been reborn and we are raised to glory.

{This poem first appeared in the November/December 2016 edition of Good Tidings, the magazine of the Pentecostal Assemblies of Newfoundland and Labrador.}

~lg

S.D.G.