Cultivating a Life of Order and Wonder
Today I’m sharing over at They Call Me Blessed as part of the 30 Ways We Homeschool Blog Party!
Day 13: Pinholes of Prayer
Day 11: Prayer in the Onion Patch
It’s been a quiet week. I’m slowly feeling my way back into things.
I find it easier to pray when I’m moving or working. I was thinking that today, while planting onions. Planting onions, washing dishes, watering flowers, pacing with the baby, digging weeds, walking by the river. Maybe it’s like kids playing with lego while they’re listening to a book being read aloud. With their hands busy, their minds can focus better.
I pray better in the morning if my body has had a chance to wake up, to move around, to get the blood flowing. My physicality can bolster this ethereal task of prayer.
I also find it helpful to engage more of my body in prayer. To lift my hands in a prayer of surrender. To kneel in petition. To dance in praise. To reach, to move toward something. To somehow mirror with my body what is happening in my spirit.
I wonder if we can be too immaterial when it comes to prayer sometimes. We are physical beings as well as spiritual. I think God wants to engage us as whole persons. His Spirit is capable of that. From the beginning we had bodies in which to walk and talk with Him. And in the end, we will know the glory of resurrected bodies. And we will see Him who even now has an actual body, for the Incarnation was no temporary experiment. Our bodies matter.
And so I find myself, spirit, mind and body, reaching toward encounter with Christ. Oftentimes, the more of me that prays, the richer the connection. In some ways, prayer is movement. The movement of spirit to Spirit, but also, in a very real way, of body to Body. (And of course, the movement flows both ways.)
My fingers in the soil, they are touching earth that has been hallowed by His footsteps. My knees in the dirt, they bow in faith to the seed that will be raised incorruptible. Dig, plant, pat, repeat. Water, watch, hope. Pray.
~lg
Day 6: Morning Clarity
This morning, instead of going online first thing, I went to the Psalms. I was still groggy, still a little unfocused. But this is what happened.
When my six year old daughter padded into our room a few minutes later, my mind wasn’t filled with Facebook images and updates, news and forecasts, things to catch up on, or the opinions and concerns of other people.
The room was quiet, and my head was quiet.
So when I looked up from the printed poetry, I saw her face in all of its subtle, sleepy beauty. I set the book aside and pulled her in next to me and the dozy baby. I didn’t feel interrupted. My connection with God moved naturally into a connection with my daughter. No screen between us, no web obscuring things. The room echoed with sacred words, and I found my own words calmer, and deeper.
God’s presence made me more present.
It’s bedtime right now, and I honestly can’t remember what I read this morning. But I remember my daughter’s face and her Snoopy pyjamas and the clarity between us. The words became flesh, and that was a moment worth dwelling in.
~lg
