The Shape of My Hunger

There are so many ways to approach a new year. Mine has already begun with hunger. I’m no stranger to cravings these days. (Another life growing inside has its own needs.) I could make a long list, I’m sure, of the things I need, the things I want in 2016. But I do better with less to remember, and when I boil it all down, this is the shape of my hunger this year:

Pursue joy

Practice the presence of God

Put on a habit of prayer

It’s nothing new for me. It’s all been a work in progress, but I want to make sure it remains a work in focus. When life gets overwhelming, distracting, and discouraging, this is what I need to come back to. Instead of getting “hangry,” I need to recognize the hunger behind the growl. I need to come back to the table already set with the living bread broken. I need the cryptic promise of John 4:32. I need what only He can give.

~lg

Welcome for a New Year

Welcome 2016!

I greet you with joy in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit!

I welcome the rising sun, the splendour of day, and the snowy path laid out before me. I welcome the footsteps of the Good King, knowing He is going on before and I have only to tread where He has trod.

I welcome the worship and work of each new day, petitioning the King for strength and joy to pursue His way.

I welcome the ones He has given me, to whom I belong and to whom I am committed, petitioning for grace and compassion to walk humbly and single-heartedly with them in our frailties.

I welcome the hope of morning, the promise of rest, and the surety of His perfect faithfulness, petitioning for eyes to remain fixed on the One whose goodness calls me forward.

I welcome the wideness of open skies, the wonder of unfolding day, and the wildness of holy mountains.

I welcome joy, no matter how it comes to greet me.

I welcome this day, this year, my place in it, and my God over it.

~lg

Book List 2015



Fiction:
Farewell to the East End (Jennifer Worth)
Longbourn (Jo Baker)
Pilgrim’s Inn (Elizabeth Goudge)
The Bird in the Tree (Elizabeth Goudge)
The Heart of the Family (Elizabeth Goudge)
Anne’s House of Dreams (LM Montgomery)
North and South (Elizabeth Gaskell)
Hannah Coulter (Wendell Berry) – my first foray into Wendell Berry, looking forward to more!
A Child’s Christmas in Wales (Dylan Thomas)
Non-fiction:
The Geography of Nowhere (James Howard Kunstler)
Timeless Simplicity: Creative Living in a Consumer Society (John Lane)
A Year of No Sugar (Eve O. Schaub)
The Dorito Effect (Mark Schatzker)
The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up (Marie Kondo)
Education:
When Children Love to Learn (Elaine Cooper)
The Three R’s (Ruth Beechick)
And selections from:
A Charlotte Mason Companion (Karen Andreola)
Educating the WholeHearted Child (Sally and Clay Clarkson)
The Well-Educated Mind (Susan Wise Bauer)
Spiritual:
On Hope (Josef Pieper)
The Gospel of the Kingdom (George Eldon Ladd) – excellent, worth revisiting
The Little Oratory (Leila Lawler & David Clayton)
Real Worship (Warren Wiersbe)
Whole Prayer (Walter Wangerin)
The Pursuit of God (A.W. Tozer)
Preemptive Love (Jeremy Courtney)
Common Prayer: A Liturgy for Ordinary Radicals (Shane Claiborne)
With the kids:
(In addition to dozens and dozens of picture books and poetry selections!)
Little House in the Big Woods (L. I. Wilder)
The BFG (Roald Dahl)
Old Mother West Wind (Thornton W. Burgess)
In progress:
How to Pray (R.A. Torrey)
A Tale of Two Cities (Charles Dickens)
Most influential:
Pilgrim’s Inn by Elizabeth Goudge
I’d have to say the most influential book for me this year was Pilgrim’s Inn. It’s the first of Goudge’s books I’ve read, and it came at just the right time. There’s something about a well-crafted story that has the power to teach and transform and travel deep into the soul. This is the sort of book I want to hunt down a beautiful older edition of to read again and again. 
Real Worship by Warren Wiersbe
This was another one of those timely books, and I think I absorbed its essence rather than remembered its principles. I love it when that happens. It expanded my view of and approach toward worship.
Common Prayer: A Liturgy for Ordinary Radicals by Shane Claiborne
This book, a gift from Micah last Christmas, journeyed with me through the year as I set out live a more intentional life of prayer. It was key in forming a habit of morning prayer for me. Even now I start the day with this line going through my head: O Lord, let my soul rise up to meet you as the day rises to meet the sun…
What were your most influential reads of 2015?
What are your recommendations or would-love-to-reads for 2016?
~lg

Kitchen Sink Gratitude

Sometimes gratitude bursts upon you like a geyser in the spring floods. You’re ho-humming your way through the dishes one evening, scrubbing pots and pans and thinking about the year that has been, when suddenly it all shifts into focus at the kitchen window.

The Narnian lamppost in the yard, and the two (soon to be three) rosy children who spent hours playing beneath it in the fresh snow, and the chicken dinner from your own backyard, and the husband stoking the fire the basement.

You think about the struggle and the wrestling that was, and realize how free your soapy hands now are, and how songs rise up out of dirty dishes and restless nights, and how strength has come dancing to you like hinds feet from high places. And from this vantage crest of year’s end, you look down, and, like so many timeless moments before, the psalmist takes the words right out of your mouth:

“Truly, the boundary lines have fallen in pleasant places for me.”

And you feel the safety and freedom of these love lines traced across your land, enclosing you in their embrace, all the while beckoning you to new heights in the center of it all.

Now even the dishwater seems to swish for joy, and the snowflakes fall like poems beyond the glass. There is nothing to do but smile wide and thank the Father of lights and keep on your grateful scrubbing.

~lg

The One Word You Need to Hear This Christmas

There is no one word that can fitly capture Christmas.
It is a celebration of holy mystery, divine wonder, an ever deepening pool whose treasures increase as the seeker descends.
Trinity, incarnation, salvation.
Humility, intimacy, fragility.
Birth, death, new life.
All is here, wrapped in swaddling cloths.
This is the eternal word that ever speaks, and calls us to listen again and again – Jesus.
~lg