The Secret of the Pink Candle: How You Can Have Joy Right Here
Rejoice! Rejoice! Emmanuel shall come to thee, O Israel.
Yes, there is joy, even in the waiting, even in the absence of a promise fulfilled. It comes as a pink candle, the one the children have been asking about since the beginning of Advent. We light it now, this third Sunday, because joy cannot help sneak into the patient sequence, right here.
It’s here in little bursts as anticipation bubbles up.
It’s here, a song in the air, even as our hearts yet grieve the darkness.
It’s here, a merry flame of rose and gold, the steady blaze of the far country.
It’s here, lighting the feast of God’s provision and defying winter’s icy grip.
It’s here, because He is here, and in His presence is fullness of joy.
When we abide in His love, which casts out fear and overcomes death, His joy fills us.
He is here, in the secret place, where the seed of hope awakens. He is here, in the hiding place, where peace is spoken to still the angry waves.
He is here, with us in sorrow and sighing, with us in uncertainty and shadow, with us in the watching and waiting.
Sometimes a pink candle is all it takes to make the children laugh, to remind us of the colours of dawn, to assure us that joy comes to us from another kingdom, and nothing on this groaning earth can take it away.
Joy is the laughter of God resounding from heaven to nature. It is the music of eternity reaching the ears of creation. It is His delight in us embracing our flesh and bone. It is the welcome of His presence right where we are, and the promise that He will never leave us nor forsake us. Joy is Emmanuel, God with us.
O come, o come Emmanuel…
Even now the lament begins to turn and spin toward joy. One more candle, one step closer. We can make out His face in the glow.
Rejoice! Rejoice!
~ lg
The Slow Awakening
The clouds are blushing for the sun this morning in anticipation of his arrival: golden pinks and purple with a lavender secret, fresh scrubbed fleece and the far treed hillside on fire. It’s a slow waking this December day. Muted greens and browns wait in the hush for the day to give them voice. A lone raven circles the riverbed, and he is first to greet the glowing king of the day.
A bird begins to sing outside the window. The little creature has my heart this morning, and I can’t help but wonder, would the world change if we all stopped to watch the sun rise?
What if we stopped to watch the way a little boy runs headlong into his childish delights?
What if we stopped and held the sleepy girl a few more unnecessary minutes before moving on to matters of so-called import?
What if we stopped to breathe in the nuances of this morning’s fresh air, and remembered to offer our thanks and praise?
What if we stopped and counted the colours of dawn, the heartbeats of a hug, and the notes of a songbird’s hymn?
Perhaps this slowing would steady our tilted gait and ground us in the reality of our shared creation. Perhaps the light would heal our blinded eyes and reveal the hidden beauty. Perhaps the sun would cast his blush over our faces and kiss us awake to joy.
~lg
morning prayer :: 4
Awake my soul!
Time to rise to beauty, to light, to the sacred work of another day.
I recommit myself to the way of Christ.
To walk in His ways, to live in His love, to live out His love.
I submit myself to the work of the Spirit.
To His wind, His fire, His baptism, and His elemental transformation.
I commit my spirit to the will of the Father.
To reach for His hand, where I am held, recreated, and sent forth.
Awake my soul!
The glory of the Lord is rising.
Rejoice, for the day has dawned.
~lg
The Very Best Christmas Surprise
T’is the season for secrets, and this poem by George MacDonald got me thinking today about the very holiest of surprises.
To slay their foes and lift them high:
Thou cam’st, a little baby thing
That made a woman cry.
Naught but Thy presence can avail;
Yet on the road Thy wheels are not,
Nor on the sea Thy sail!
But come down Thine own secret stair,
That Thou mayst answer all my need—
Yea, every bygone prayer.

